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Name:
Nokomis
Birthdate:
7 January 1981
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  • bliss.morgan
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It is forbidden to dream again;
We maim our joys or hide them;
Horses are made of chromium steel
And little fat men shall ride them.






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Sometimes I get into these inexplicable moods, these funks for which I can find little to no reason. I just want to tell the whole damn world to go f*** itself and leave me be to write bad poetry. I want to go home to my OLD house, and lock myself in my old room that had no lock, curl up on the bed that my sister has taken over in my absence, and cry as rain spatters the window. I want to find everyone I know one by one and tell them what I really hate about them, and then go a step further and tell them the things I never say because I know it would hurt them.

I want to run and run until my side feels split open and my throat is dry and my lungs are burning, my knees feeling ready to snap under my weight, and then run more, because I feel like I deserve that pain. I want to lash out and retreat alone into deliberate, self-designed lonliness. I want to feel sorry for myself, and feel justified for feeling sorry for myself.

I want to experience a tragedy, or come so close to experiencing one that I feel grateful for everything and yet at the same time feel jipped.

I want to punch a scowling stranger very hard, and repeatedly. I want to feel the weight of a gun in my hand, and the release of it flying from my fingers, thrown into darkness and forgotten. I want to be admired and pitied by all the wrong people. I want to dress darkly and soft with layers of makeup, and scare small children. I want to scare adults.

I don't know what I want.









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Things that I can do:

write
think
see
taste
feel
appreciate
logic
explore
knit
type
troubleshoot printers
take apart computers
put together computers
hook up peripherals
sew
embroider
crochet
tat
needlepoint
make witty jokes
make not so witty jokes
make puns
make snide comments
glare
dance
sing
act
mimic
keep secrets
share gossip
start rumors
debunk rumors
play guitar
play piano
play drums
play monopoly
make lists
make love
love
sacrifice
decide
be selfish
clean
cook
bake
hide in small places
think of synonyms
define words
explain odd concepts
relate any one thing to any other one thing in some way
keep journals
lose journals
scribble
paint
draw
write poetry
write fiction
flirt
give the cold shoulder
welcome
accept
deny
lay in a field watching clouds for an hour
plan parties
picnic
swing
sled
ice skate
bike
rollerblade
crack my neck and knuckles
find good deals
ruin pants
manage money
balance my checkbook
stick to a budget
abandon a budget
schedule classes
schedule consultants
schedule snuggles
aid users
help random people
offer blessings for sneezes
smile for no reason other than the joy of it
smile for good reasons
smile to confuse
plant plants
grow plants
keep fish
cut Serendipity's claws
hold birds
nurture lizards
lose phones
fix broken appliances
decorate
frame photographs
drive stick shift
drive 4x4
drive too fast
drive safely
drive a point home
run
pitch softball
hit softballs
play catch
throw a football
reconcile problems
stick things out
comfort the sick
make tea american style
make tea british style
make coffee
mix drinks
look after drunks
wander without destination
enjoy a day with nothing physical to show for it
bring people random moments of joy
carry a teabag in my wallet
draw celtic knotwork
commune with nature
be polite to telemarketers
confuse telemarketers
ignore the phone
bathe and read in candlelight
clean the tub
clean the toilet
lay down tile floors
create abstract wire art
make emergency pads from toilet paper
replace a fuse
change a tire
start a furnace
build a fire
find edibles in the woods
roleplay online
roleplay in person
build MUD rooms
shovel snow
shovel dirt
build houses
rake leaves
weed gardens
make fresh tomato, cheese and mustard sandwiches
create silly polls
intelligently refute parodies before realizing they are parodies
solve algebra equations
properly pack and mail packages
scrounge change
save money
save time
teach
research
write last-minute essays
vote
curl my hair
dye my hair
do my taxes
alter patterns to suit my taste/size/shape
wear vinyl and leather
wear odd hats
lead class discussions
spend classtime in other pursuits
shave
remain unshorn
sleep all day
stay awake for 5 days
make new friends in random places



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